Long Anticipated Update

So I know I haven’t upadated this in forever. I think I forget about it and figure nothing is new in my life that’s worth noting anyway, but I enjoy blogging so I don’t know why I don’t do it more often.

So anyway, life has been good to me. Too good to me perhaps (but that’s another topic). I’m just finishing my spring break from school, it was nice to relax and not worry about what my next assignment was.

I’ve been feeling kind of down on myself. I’m worrying that maybe I’m putting my confidence in myself rather than in God. Shouldn’t He complete me? I think so. I don’t know why I think I can do life any better than God. I will fail.

There’s this line, from a song it says, “Why are you looking for love? Why are you still searching, as if I’m not enough?”. Why am I? Why can’t I let him complete me?

Why do I think that I will become whole from earthy things? I need to put all my trust in Him. And I’m trying.